the paradox that life is like a bed of roses

Saturday, December 10 Y 12/10/2005 12:18:00 am

hellos.
im bored rotting at hm.
supposed to go shoppink.
but both bunny n me broke ler.
hafta wait till dad transfer some cash.
yea. gotta get sumthink to wear for sat. yea.
im so damn clueless seh.
yanni ask to wear shoe n style2.
kicha pulak wants me to wear sumthink outstanding.
haaks. aku pakai gown nk?..
hee

anyway as u've heard i da changed e bg music.
i cant stop humming dis song eversince i heard it.
err.. sementara jer. will change as soon as im sick of it.

emm.
i cant wait lah..
gotta wakey2 early..
gtg get my bdae cake at jb..
anyone wanna teman?
den aftenoon gtg get sumthink to wear for mlm.
they'll b celebrating my bdae at yanti hse. thanks ladies!
n nitey2.. wil b going queenz wit ppl.
anyone wanna come??
wee. i cant barely wait.
lalalala~

my nenek sdre n makcik came over just now.
menagadu nasib wit my mom.so pity her ler.
i mean anak n cucu bnyk. tpi tkle harap.
haiz.. n mom said ala susah2 duduk dgn kite jer.
yay! i would b glad to welcome her!
i longed for a grandma's love!..
n she looks exactly like my late grandma.
tt's becos she's her sister. hehees..

5.47pm
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updates.. now is 12.10am
it's 10 dec!
a day in becoming sweet 16~

i just recevied an sms frm hazwan wishing me sweet 16..
n bla2.. is he crazy?
lol. he's one day early.

mitin yanni at 5 at tamp.
will b going to mng tamp to get my tops.
not thinkin of buyin stupid basic tops.
i want sumthin lovely yet comfortable.
gee. gonna get nail polish for us.
get our hair done sumwhere.
n back to her crib..
yani will b there too.
it's just us 4. oh how lovely.
too bad ana cant come.

anyway yanni im sure u're pretty excited too.
i cant sleep. lols.
yanti.. can i get ur sleepin pills?

bah. i wanna eat supper.
it makes me buncit at nite.
n nxt mornin its gone. lol.
good thing thou. i dunch wanna get fat.

anyway i dunch care ler who can or can't come.
i just wanna b happy.
bunny is coming!..
WANie (lol) mite b comin too..

ok daa.
overjoyed.
lalalalalala muac!