the paradox that life is like a bed of roses

Wednesday, December 7 Y 12/07/2005 12:10:00 pm

dad woke me up by his phone call.
gettin vibrations under my pillow n feel e ticklishness ard my neck
is enough to get my ass out of bed.
its rather annoying at times.
but hey.. a vibrating pillow? seems cool. sumthing new thou.
ok u can call me einstein now.hehs.

oh yea. mommy went to geylang early in e morn.
left me with 20bucks.(for staying hm for 2 days)lol.
i guess she's really a woman of her werds.
weird. she can b really nice one mmt. n nasty b4 u realised.
i'll make sure she's nominated for best mom of e yr.
nah. weirdo mom~ hehs.

fie called me yest.
just to check on my well-being.
listened to my craps.
oh. i just told him tt i gt a blog.
n he was like oh u gt one?. i didnt noe tt.
okay. there's no way im givin him my url.
he'll b pissed wen he finds out tt i dun like him.
ask me out on fri nite. sorry.
i rather go shopping wit maman.

maman's rather pissed wit me.
cos i did nt reply to his 'iwannagooutwituformybirthday' msg.
hahs. sorry boy. will make it up to u.
right. so we're going out on friday. shoppink.
n sat u're invited. nah i want u to go.
see. it's like u're on my vip list.. *giggles*
okay. n sun u're invited too. since u bdae was 9days ago..
i guess my fam wudnt mind a combined doa selamat for us..
n mom as usual.. will b very pleased to c u.
i'll try to inform her to get ur ayamceluptepung k?
so c ya bunny.(ttswatugetwenucallmehuney)

im really thankful tt mom actually organized this fam-get-together thingy.
to get all e whole fam here on my bdae..
tt's a wonderful bdae gift.
mom realli noes how much i mis dos times wen grandad was still ard..
every wk we wud gather together..
doa selamats n kenduris was somthing i've always looked forward too.
but just tis time round.
i wudnt b able to c e old man whom i've loved soo much..
but anyways. let bygones b bygones.
im glad n thankful tt e fam managed to settle things n b as happy as ever again.
=)

thanks to yanni too.
she has been puttin in efforts in makin plans for my bdae.
n wen so many of dem couldnt make it..
n how she told me not to worry n stuffs..
im really touched.
i was very sorry tt her bdae clashed wit my prelims..
had no intentions to turn her down.
but e belated one at arab st was fulfilling.
dear yanni.. thanks for organizing all this..
i really hope everyone cud come.. but if they turn u down.
even if its my bdae.. i'll make sure u feel happy n special too!

i love you babe! ;)

hunger-strike.

tata.