the paradox that life is like a bed of roses

Thursday, November 17 Y 11/17/2005 01:05:00 pm

i am so bloody stupid!!
damn!
i got it! i got it!
e mng job..

e next thing i knew..
i lost it...

blergh..
tt woman called to inform tt i got it..
n i told her i wanna consider it 1st..
so she said right.. give me a call by e 12.
so i thought abt it e whole nite.
n yea. ppl said i shud take it.
so i called her this morn..
n she said. oh im very sorry.
i told u to call b4 12pm..
so i already gave it to someone else.
12pm?.. i thot it was 12 dec???!!
damn it damn it!
ok.. chomel is supposed to call by today.
so if dun receive any calls. say bye2..

anyway.
i think im so dumb.
wadduthink?
luck doesnt strikes twice.
oppurtunity doesnt come n go as wen u like it..
n dhiana is so stupid.

nah. she's not realli stupid.
she's just abit slow on choices.
ok forget it.

anyway.
i tried for isetan orchard mng.
told her my story.. bla3..
n she said.. yea i was stupid.. shud have replied earlier..
n told me to come down on monday..
argh.. she'll c wat she can do abt it..

n den i called another mng.
not under isetan one.
n she said ok.. she has lotsa part-time availables.
for e end-of-yr sale.
so do tell ur frens abt this..
ok ppl..
go to any of these mng outlet..(ngee ann, raffles city, centrepoint)
ask for an application form.
remember to leave ur contact num.
impt!! abt 70 ppl needed..
so wat u're waiting fer.. mng needs part-timers..
call me or ask me for futher details.

blergh do i sound desperate?
sheesh. im just excited abt werkin at mng.
i've always like mng.
ok sheesh. gotta take a shower.
got a paper at 2.
fcuk poa.

prom is coming.
can somone help me wit wat i shud wear?

ok.
tata.