the paradox that life is like a bed of roses

Monday, October 24 Y 10/24/2005 12:00:00 am

Happy 1 Year Anniversary to Hazwan n Dhiana!!!!!

omgd.. i can't believe this..
it's been a yr.. of being together with him..
it's my longest rship.. n it's e best!
we've been thru so many ups n downs..
thanks to e people hu helped us thru it..
misunderstandings n arguements r just parts n parcels of a rship..
this will be e 2nd time we celebrate raya together..
i so love my bucuk!
thank god i found u~

my love story.....

it all started on e 27th september 2004..
e day we 1st met..
it was at s11.. sheesh..
ok.. it wasn't a date! just a mit up..
yea.. as days go by.. we got closer!
we got together this very day.. last yr..
after buka~..thru sms!..
we were smsing.. n somhow..i poped a bonus Qn..
me: "what are we now?"...
him: "emm.. i treat u as my girlfriend.. tapi tak tau pulak dgn u kn.."
me: "yea.. i treat u as someone i like.. but kalau ckp bf.. nanti kene syiok sendiri pulak.."
n den bla3... *note: these wasnt e exact werds.. but it's somehow like dis..*
him: "nk kene tanye dulu ker?"
me: "misti ler.. kite nanak syiok sendiri~"
him: " brb... selamat berbuka~"
afte buka...
him: " kenyangs... u buka ape?.. emm"
me: " emm.. i thot u have a Qn to ask.. hehes.."
him: " emm.. kene ke tanye???"
me: " yes!"
him: " ok ler.. emm.. will u b my girlfriend?"
heee.. obviously i accepted it..

so now we're happily attached..

we were having our holidays..
so we went out almost every day...
balik misti mlm2..
tk mit 1 ari.. da mish.. *flowery moments*
n by 2 mths.. his bike days were over..

n we went public bebeh~
but now he's getting his bike soon..
not today! hahas.. postpone lagik..
tk abes2.. shud b dis wk ler..
no hurries oso..

there were so many things we did together..
lemme highlight some of e memmorable ones...

*12oct..: e day i followed u for e appeal.. (truth.. remember??)

*20oct..:we went to sp..n den jb.. e tk puase mkn bubble gum..we were soaked..
remember?.. u wore my jade?? n den we met e rest at satay club..
went wdls jetty.. n u tried to pull my barbell??.. u sure?? notty u!

31oct..:we went public.. went to lil india..find baju.. n e 1st time we went to e
movies together...

5nov..:went railway..ponyoi drove us there.. our 1st kiss!! rmmbr?? heee

12nov..:accompanied me to e salon.. went geylang..jln2..sat mushy2ing.. hehes..

25nov..:e day we ehem2.. it was a dreadful day.. but ended up good~

5dec..:e day we started e diary...

11dec..:u whispered a bdae song to me..=).. and an unexpected bdae gift..

18dec..:e day i got drunk...n u took care of me.. i vommited alot.. im sowie dear~

26dec..:e day u fell.. haiz..

19jan..:e day we started tution together.. hee.. ended up staring at each other..
kickicg one another's leg under e table.. u stole my eraser! hee..

7feb..:e day i skipped sch just to spent e whole day with u.. hee..

14feb..:budget v-day.. i bought u two slices of brownies from delifrance.. n a d-i-y card..
n a love letter.. hee.. u kissed me while walking to say thanks..

5march..:went tamp to meet e rest.. chilled at starbucks.. * e baby days *
they were so excited abt it.. n we were in a dilemma..

18march..:ur advance bdae prezzie.. hee~

16apr..:e day we jln2 e whole day!.. we went laupasat.. boatquay..acm..n we watched
infection!

23apr..:went town with them.. celebrated our 6th mnths anni in e train..rmbr??

30apr..:we went to e reservoir.. n cried alot.. yea..

30may..:i had a fever .. u came over.. n was there by myside..all along.. till i fell asleep ..

10june..:we went laut~.. mandi2.. hee.. at nite summore.. so romantis~
gosh it's so memmorable..

17june..:i spend e whole day becoming ur 'wife'..we went to shop for e groceries..
cooked tom yam.. prepare lunch fer u.. played monopoly.. sleptover..

24july..:yanti's chalet.. e 1st time we wen chalet together..=)

27aug..:u had sore eyes.. but i forced u to go out wit me.. sowie~..

24sept..:went bb to fetch u frm werk..went over to ur crib..fell asleep..
u tried so hard to wake me up.. cos it was 4.. hahas..

hee.. these days r just so memmorable..
not forgettin e no.of love letters we wrote to each other..
hee.. remember e days i went for obs..
damn!.. a living hell.. we so totally missed each other..

right wiwee?
i so missed e days.. i so missed u..
even thou dis mth.. we've had lotsa arguements..
i still love u..
even thou we seemed distant.. but we're still close at heart..
i just want our 1yr to b a memmrable one..
n e day for us to be together like last time..
i missed my wiwee..
i've had enough of tears n pain..
i want my wiwee back..
life is so incomplete n lonely w/o u..

i'll cherish e happy moments we had..
as for e bad times..
let bygones b bygones..
i so love u bucuk!!

i can't wait for e future..
my olvls will b over.. n i'll start werking..
n we'll both werk.. emm.. sumthing diff..
n den u'll b in ns.. n i'll b in poly?
n 3 yrs later.. we'll werk3... n get married!
weee~.. i so love my bucuk!

u still remember e song u used to sang to me back den?

masih terserlah ayumu - exists..

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sayangg bucuk lebih dari lebih!
hee~