the paradox that life is like a bed of roses

Monday, August 15 Y 8/15/2005 05:50:00 pm

i or shall i say we, are very sick of being termed 'marination'.
whatever it means to u ppl, is none of my business.
for all i noe, marinate means soaking in marinade.
well maybe you don't noe. or shall i say pea brains can't absorb much?
we aren't stupid enough to understand ur term of 'marination'.
or let's just say some ppl are born with higher IQs capable of picking up hints.
well ur 'marination' here clearly means tt i, as his girlfriend,
have been telling him what to n not do.. n he, as my boyfriend, have been
listening to me all along as if im e controlling queen.
so this shows tt i have somehow been 'marinating' him all along.

well. if u have such judgements towards me.
then that makes u e most moronic creature not capable of understanding
and just another typical bastard with brains so tiny..
i wonder y u chose to live.

right. let's get to e point.
well not so direct and specific.
let's just c if pea brain-ers are capable of picking up my hints.
so, how wud u feel wen u're termed as 'marination'?
or to be more specific.. 'die da kene marinate ar..'
'eh marinationnnn' or 'wan da kene marinate ar..marinationnn'
ain't there any better words than marination?
oh! opps! pea brains have limited vocab..

to be termed as 'marination' is not something funny.
becos i dun 'marinate' him!
n neither will i! i have better things to do..
besides he's old enough to think wat's good or bad..
n it's him hu decides wat he wants. not me!
so if doesn't do wat he used to do..
it hasn't got anything to do wit me.
so if he doesn't club..drink..chill..or mit u ppl..
it's none of my business.
im not to b blamed!
i solemnly swear tt i've never stop him from doing any of e above.
let me just b honest.

1. e reason y he doesn't club anymore..
he hasn't got e god damn money to spend on leisure..
yes he's working. but his pay is just like wat.. 3.60perhr?
n he's trying to save to get a new bike.
which u ppl kept asking when3..

2. e reason y he doesn't drink much these days..
he just doesn't wanna drink.
even if it's free. he just dun want.
even i dunnoe y.

3. e reason y he doesn't chill ard much..
it's such a waste of time.
each time he wanna leave early.. u shits wud b like..'kental ar..' 'rabak ar wan'
'da tk ingat member'
hello! wake up! it's his third n last yr in poly..
he hasn't much time to waste outside wit u ppl..
futhermore he has no bike!
he doesn't have e luxury to go home anytime he wants w/o his bike..
n u shits wud b like 'kite bole hantar lar..'
well how many are actually really willing?

4. e reason he doesn't mit u ppl so often..
like i said he doesn't have e luxury to go anywhere.. anytime w/o his bike.
n u dun expect him to b at town practically every weekends..

these are e god damn truth.
right from his mouth.
n i've not 'marinate' or put him under any 'marinating' spells.
he's perfectly fine. normal.

maybe u tink he's not e hazwan he used to be.
but he's still e hazwan i knew b4..
e diff now.. is tt he hasn't got a bike.
it may seem easy for u shits to say tt he's kental or rabak..
but how many of u are actually willing to go out w/o ur beloved bike?
n do u really think we wanna b like this?
as in just go out e 2 of us..
while u ppl go out happy2 riding together..
u tink it's so good to feel isolated..

if u tink it's good to feel isolated..
n it's funny to b termed as 'marination'..
den by all means.. get urself involve in an acc..
with so many fines to pay.. repairs for e damaged bike..
money to renew insurance.. jobless.. being in ur last yr in poly..
ain't tt so 'sueh'?
and now ur 'friends' can't accept e changes in u..
n ur termed as 'marination'
how much 'sueh' cud it be?

we just seek ur understanding.. nothin more.