the paradox that life is like a bed of roses

Monday, July 4 Y 7/04/2005 10:00:00 pm

emm. like i said.
im followin a strict study plan.
so last week was part of e trying-to-adapt to it thingy.
yea.

studied on both thurs n fri.
thurs will b a stay-home day right till olvls.
tt's right. cos there'll b maths n hist test on every fri.
ok. fri and sat will b e end-of-week revision days.

i feel so motivated to study. yea.
i just wanna get at least an a2 for english.
n pass e other 4 subs.
im really looking forward to go to np. and take a dip in mass com.
hee. n i also wana take spanish lang as an extra module. yea.
so wat do u tink? am i too ambitious?

watever it is. i can only see myself being in tt course.
i dun wanna go to jc. yea.
ite. it's a definite no-no.
poly. yea. but. only in media courses.
well i could consider e science courses.
maybe early childhood too.

okay. i had a motivating chat wit shida.
an intelligent girl indeed. 9 pts for L1R5.
damn. now i envy her. hee.
right. i got her num. gonna beep her in times of need. wee.

im very keen in takin mass com.
i've been readin e requirements n FAQs again and again.
yea. im thinkin of applyin thru both JAE n SAE.
i don't mind going for interviews.

im such a sluggard. wonder if im able to go on with my study plans.
enough of educational stuffs. right.

my weekends were great.
a good break after a week of revision n adapting to e study plans.
well. met khai[r]yanti on friday.
talked. lots of laughs.

sat was just another enjoyable day.
had to wake up at 10.
accompanied him to his friend's wedding.
had to wear heels and baju kurung.
it was fun indeed. yeaps.
e pengantin

went cp later. just walked ard.
went to expo in e evening.
took e train frm wdls to expo.
us in e train.

right. walked from hall 6 to 1.
hazwan wanted to view e dreamcars exhibition at hall 1.
ended up disappointed.
there's an entry fee of 10 bucks.
haaks. so we went back to yishun.

chilled at kfc. had our dinner.
he wanted to go home. but it was just 8pm.
upset me

so we went home. i was rather upset about it.

i was damn bored at home. him too.
so we decided to meet.
met at 11.
went for a midnite movie.
yea.war of e worlds.
it was frightening. i cried.
not tellin more. go watch it.

went to rubiya. supper?.
ate prata. went home only at 4.
it was a long day indeed.

woke up at 10 on sun.
went out wit mom. my 2 aunts. my girl cousin. her sons n daughter.
it was a fun day. i just love my nephews n niece.
my niece is so adorable. maya afiqah~

went to cp.. jln2. had lunch at cavana. a treat from my cousin.
since she's got a 3mths bonus.
wen to my aunt's crib.
chilled. karaoked.
my nephew

met hazwan at semb. went home to change.
joined my aunts again at satay club.
had dinner there.

today's my rest day. slept alot. woke up at 12.30
slept again at 2. woke up 3 1/2 hrs later.
im such a sleepy head.

read e girls' blogs.
poorthing seh yanni.
i've experienced such things too.
but i didn't take it seriously. yea. just muttered some prayers..
n im sure it'll be fine.
there was once..a black bat lie next to me wen i was a baby.
n it came again wen i was 13.
but this time it wasn't on my bed. it was at my balcony.
it was there early dawn.
i dunnoe if it's suppose to mean anithing. but i guessed it's just lost bats.
anyway yanni. my mom said tt it's good to pray in ur own room.
even if u don't pray. at least once in a while wud do. yea.
just to keep evil stuffs away. n b sure to keep ur room clean at all times.
dngr2 org kata penunggu rumah tk suka bilik kotor2.
kalau kotor2 nanti ia akan tunjukkan dirinya. yea.
n 1 more thing.
tak bagus simpan patung2 di dalam bilik.
kata org malaikat tak masuk.

do i sound so supersticious?
im brought up tt way. sometimes they are totally crap.
but wat to do. org melayu banyak pantang larangnya.

tired. to be continued...