the paradox that life is like a bed of roses

Friday, May 6 Y 5/06/2005 10:58:00 pm

well..

haven't been postin lately..

kinda busy..

yea..wit mid yr exams coming..

n i've been changing my blog layout..

n helping hazwan to change his..

we've got e same layout..

just tt mine's pink n his is blue..

with us as the theme..

teehee..i loike~

had my eng n mt paper 1 yesterday..

it was ok..

i chose a Q on e measures tt could improve our environment..

yea..mt was ok too..

just tt i completed it too early..

it's a 2hr paper.. yet i completed it in an hour..

i was like.. hey why isit tt i completed it extra early..

others were still writing.. n here i am..

doing nothin.. staring at my completed paper..

how i wish i could go home..

im bounded by e walls of e school..

which is yet ugly n pathetic..

it's like practically colourful..

you can find a variety of diff coloured walls on every level..

it goes e same for e doors..

except for e cubicle doors.. heee..

didn't study yesterday.. after e paper.. i went home..

needed the computer..badly..

it was just 1 pm.. i was dead bored..

got hooked up wit doin layouts for my blog..

so i couldn't be bothered to study..

yea.. prioritised my blog more..hee..

talked to hazwan till two..

woke up at five thirty today..

yea.. had a long shower.. refreshing though..

studied till 6.45.. took a nap..

woke up at 7.. went to school..

had my english paper 2 today..

ms yuniza smiled at me.. which is somehow a way of wishin good luck..

e paper was tough.

i was sleepy throughout e 1hr 40mins..

yea.. was doin Q2..

i fall asleep while readin paragraph2.

unbelievable.

i didn't expect it to happen..

e sleepyness overcomed me .

im no longer bothered to do e paper.

lift up almost exactly from e passage for e summary.

then. i slept.

tt's it. im gonna flunk. tt's 4 sure.

i did badly. real bad.

english. it's 100% of my midyr marks.

e class tests woudn't be included.

ouch! tt's gonna hurt.

tis isn't fair. i did extremely well for my class tests..

urgh!@!@!..

lets not talk about this..

ok.. things have been going well between me n hazwan..

missed him.

e last time we met was tuesday.

it's friday today.

he's at railway right now.

yea.

wonder wat e grls r doing now..

realli mished them..

incuding nana..

btw gerls im sowie i couldn't make it for tmr's outing..

exams going on.. gotta prepare..

n to nana.. im sowie too..

for callin off today's study plan.. was damn sleepy n tired..

u wudn't wanna b studyin wit a sleepy head..

yea..sowie gerls..

i slept.

yeaps.. frm 2 til 7..

tt's long.. c i told ya..

im sleepy n tired..

im feelin restless right now..

yea.. hate it..

makes me feel useless..

yea.. im doing nothink.

just lazin ard in my cosy pink room..

yea.. i love my room..{hugs n kisses to my beloved room}

heee..

im smsin hazwan right now..

decidin on tmr's plan..

im going to e libr in e morn..

meeting him later..

yea.. tt'll b in e evenin.. at 4?..5?..yea.

goin over to his crib.. chill..

watch movies..

im sure u guys have read his blog..

yea.. he's goin awy..hols.. next wkend..

damn!..im gonna miss him.. yea..

won't get to spend my wkend wit him..

he'll b back only on e following monday..

which will b another serious study wk fer me..

yea.. i've got intensive mt prog..

its a preparation for mt 0 paper..

which will b conducted on e 30th may.

den again.. afte e paper.. 2 wks of sch hols prog..

urgh.. which leaves me to only 2 weeks of holidays..

sec 4 is afterall stressing uhk..

not becos of e number of workload..

but.. e limited no of days to rest.. let alone tink of hols..

haiz.. S-T-R-E-S-S!

okok.

be cool.

lets talk about happy stuffs..

hazwan was planning to go on a so called "honeymoon"

somewhere at e end of e year.. tt is afte my 0 lvls..

yea.. he wants to go to kl..

he's goin to pay for e accommadation..

which is definitely not gonna b any lesser than a 4*hotel..

yea. he suggested it.

since he's e one forking out e money..

im all okay wit it. have it his way then..

im just gonna have to pay for e transport expenses..

which will definitely b abt at least a 100bucks..

to n fro.. if we go by bus..

yea.. but if it's gonna b by e airplane..

then it's gonna b costly...

so.. start saving..

yea..

teehee..

toodles!~..lalalalalalalala muax! =)!